you know what my problem is?
i'm far too picky, i've had the opportunities but no, theres always something wrong with it.
but is there really something wrong with it?
or is there something wrong with me?



theres so much that i need to say,
but i don't know how to bring it up.
rahh


LADY GAGA TOMORROWWWWWWW :)

i'm lacking in time and direction and focus and appeal.
and i don't even care.

life is a bit all up in the air at the moment,
nothings how i want it, and i think i can move forward from everything.
but hey, i guess i like living like this.

life is hectic.
we'll pull through.
i hope.

basically, i have a virus on my computer. or something similar which is causing my computer to slow right down.
but i'm powering through, and i'm trying to post at least one entry a day.

hair bleach is excessive.

i honestly think something is wrong with me, i have never EVER been so attracted to somebody as i am to zac efron.

i got a second job at a bakery, i'm still working basic minimal hours but its money.
and this is probably better because of the workload i'll have this year, if i worked too many hours a week i wouldn't be able to cope.

i'm gonna try updating everyday. i wanted to have a 365 but idk if i can.

but i'm in a bored lets update my livejournal mood!

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4. What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR YO!

LOOK AT THAT DATE, ITS LIKE I'M IN THE FLIPPING FUTURE OR SOME SHIT, SO GOOD!!!

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION: DO AS I PLEASE AND GET SHIT DONE. ACT ON THOSE IMPULSES AND GET MYSELF OUT THERE. :)

DAY FIVE: work was fun, I worked with Rhys' sister for the first time. I got really docile towards the end of the night, and I misread the clock as 8:50 being 8:40 and tut tutting a customer for being 10 minutes early. I just got very very docile, haha. She's lovely though, I like working with her.

DAY SIX: Arrested Development. SOOOO GOOD. My three year old sister now knows Michael, George-Michael and the funny blue guy... Tobias hahha. Oh and that creepypasta post, because I fucking love creepypasta.

DAY FOUR: relaxation day, basically. Just chilled in my house and watched Arrested Development. My mum came home with some new shoes and shorts for me, that made my day. :)